i feeling im get the melancholy exactly.reason is nordic wicth having nightime of long that make me sad and grumpy.before i cross to nordic.i got more pocitive energy.particulary in sunmmer season.but now.these difinderly losted confident and pleasure as well.

say my context for straghtforword.basically i had melancholy sence ten years ago.but just slight.unfoturenately now i feel it backed.i saw my last dialy before i white the new one.too much gloomy hide inside.

so…persent chenge my mind that was hard.i cant make pleasure for everyone.sorry about it.but dont worry.it’ll be experient on my journey